so, my test started at 9:30 this morning.
i wake up at 9:33. i panicked. but i still had the nerve to scramble around a bit for a few minutes. XD
then i rushed to school with my friend. had my friend drive my car back while i ran to my classroom.
managed to get there only 15 minutes late. @_@
i walk in breathing all loud and heavy and stare right at my TA. he slowly stands up and walks me to the front of the room to get me a test.
within 15 minutes of arriving to the room, i managed to slowly walk to my seat, fill out my name and student number, and finish the test…
i stand up and the prof and TA are just -_______-
almost the whole class was still taking the test.
and now im still *_____*
self reminder!
YOURE OFF TRACK! stop floating around!
carve your path! you suck!
youre going to fail if you dont pick it up!
oh snap!
you know your motivation!
get to it!
work for that damn happiness.
this morning i woke up a bit after 8… after going to bed around 530 or 6. -___-
why up so early? i had a nightmare that ended with me being shot three times.
twice in the chest and once in the gut. it went black. afraid, i checked my wound.
then i woke up. immediately, i opened my laptop that was left running as i slept. i continued my conversation with khanh, a cool girl on the other side of the earth. she questions about me still being awake, and i respond by telling her that i died in my nightmare. she then mentions the movie inception, which i didnt any part of given away. i scolded her. as i continue whining about my nightmare, she failed to console my in any way about my bad dream. although this is true, in the end, it may be even better =].
then she says brb.
this is good timing, as nghia was on AIM from singapore. it was real nice to have a chance to talk to him. we didnt really catch up or anything. more of typical, hey how’s it goin. he tells me his plans for his short stay in singapore. sounds exactly like what he’d do normally. he asks me if i want anything from there, and i reply with my same answer as always. we only get to speak for half an hour or so, but it was nice to actually chat with him in real-time.
just as im done chatting to him, khanh pops on. i start to talk about a decision that i’ve made for the day. and it turns out i can say that i have a pretty cold-hearted side and i called myself a demon. nga v. signs on and i tell her about my nightmare. she mentions inception… so then i scold khanh with my cold-hearted attack. khanh then attempts to defreeze it with a flame gun but says that if i get burned, oh well. thats awesome. i fall asleep, but wake up 10 minutes later from a bad dream. telling her that im going to try to sleep again, i say bye.
but i decided to stay awake anyways xD.
wth is this? im just talking about my morning.
i lay here and think “you still distract me.”
and then i think, “,my heart is most vulnerable in this state. laying/sitting tired and
lazy and feel like not moving. this is a very intimate time, this feeling of being ready
to fall asleep, its when i want nothing else but to lay there, when i do nothing.
and its awesome.
cute things make me smile =]
but sometimes they make me melt ^____^
and thats the best.
this is the time when my mind slows down. things become simple.
and nothing is better than sleep. except having it with company.
then someone waking up and having to drag the other out of bed.
that last one makes me melt.
i feel like a puppy/kitten
you still distract me.
bleh, i feel so distant now. =|
damn you, orgo…
